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so i sat in my room and wrote up a list of all the things i could do better, it took me a while
and i laughed when everything i loved was staring back at me. through the page and, it hurt me a lot
and i keep trying to find my self under this sadness but slowly i'm becoming something i’m not something i’m not

writing and keeping in contact with friends and going to sleep at the right time and waking up in the morning fine
laughing and smiling when everythings ok, not letting my fears control me i’m no good in crowds
and the same thoughts every day torturing me coming up from inside me, i just want to sleep

i shake it off
i can’t get up

and it feels like everyone secretly hates me talks to me out of pity and sympathy
and i don’t know why i do this to my self and i’m sorry to all who know me for being so down
and i’m sleepy, lethargic and stupid and heavy, i’m sick of being such a burden why do you keep me around

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from Journals pt​.​1 I Love You, You Love Me, I Hate Myself, released March 2, 2018

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